Horror Story!!

I was peering through the glass window... with a coffee mug in my hands... little droplets of rain were still lingering on the window panel.. Its dark outside..or is it dark inside me too.?? What ever.. I don't want to think about that now! Not at this moment.. hot mug of coffee... and a bit of relaxation.... this bliss is enough for the moment... this is heaven! this is happiness! what else do I need? my eye lids batted to remind.. me what else do I need.. oh yes! I know.. its been three days.. but.. you have to get over it and accept life as is...well, you really can't change it! or can I ? I hate to think that I can change it because .. it mirrors my helplessness in not changing.. Is this all I am living for? Is this all I have worked so hard all my childhood for?
"Jashu" .. why do I hear voices all the time in my head? no I am not going to give in... leave me alone..
 "Jashu" this time a little louder.. NO.. I am not going to give in.. not at this moment!Lord! Have Mercy on me!! "Jashu" now it became a shout... My head is aching terribly.. looks like it will fall off... No.. leave me alone!!! "Jaswanth" someone shook me and.. I opened my eyes.. still rain drops lingered over the window panel along with the coffee droplets.. that spilled from my mug! I turned around..only to see the same person.. why?? But.. that poor fellow has been..my companion.. for these three days.. I can't actually curse him looking into his.. lifeless eyes..

 "Chalo Mishra Bhai..debug kar lethe!! Chalo.. mera coffee break tho ho gaya" and we walked into the cubicles!!

P.S: That is my fourth day in office, without bath , without sleep. All our team has survived this! Just face washes, teas,coffees and..samosas and biscuts. I regret being a software engineer now, I could have become a rocket scientist, by the amount of hard work I put in, in debugging the code

This Post is dedicated to Jaswanth Reddy for the extra ordinary bravery he has shown in working with same company even after this mishap!! Keep it up champ!

Random Poetry

Hey!!! good news or may be its little bad news for you guys, because you will have to go through my poetry now. oh!! Please don't give me that scared expression, its okay! you can survive this. I am sure of it, when you can survive the assault that our Telugu films make on your senses, this is nothing, its just a cake walk!

I have found an old book, three or four years old one, where I had written poetry randomly I guess, because I don't recollect the situations that led me to write this, neither personal ones nor inspired ones, so they were a bit charming and fresh for me when I read them last night. Touch wood! I was the one who wrote them.
Now fasten your seat belts and get ready.

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నా మనసు మాటని పెదవి తలుపు తెరచి బయట పెట్టనంటుంది..
కళ్ళు మేము సాయపడతాము  అని నీకు చెప్పాటానికి ప్రయత్నిస్తున్నవి ....
నా ప్రేమ జడి వాన లో తడిసి ముద్దవుతూ కూడా అది స్నేహమే అనుకుంటావా?
సంద్రం అంత ప్రేమ నా పై కురిపించాలని ఆశించను!
మల్లె పువ్వు లాంటి నీ నవ్వు దోసిలి నిండుగా ఇస్తే , ఈ జన్మకి ఇది చాలనుకోనా?!!


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How was that? Bit childish right? But I was mesmerized by the last line, that is truly good (Ahem! Ahem! Self appraisal mode alert!!! **** Ok! Alret Checked! Taking Action ****)

Now lets get into another one! This looks like a very heart broken one!
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కను రెప్పలు తెరచి పెట్టి ఏళ్ళ తరబడి ఎదురు చూశాను ...
బీడు బారిన భూమి మీద తొలకరి ఝల్లు కురిసినట్టు ...
నీ ఊసుల చిరు ఝల్లు లో నా గుండెని తడిపి ముద్ద చేసి
చిరు ఆశలు చిగురులు తోడిగేలా చేశావు !

 నా ఎదురు చూపుల పర్వం ముగిసింది అనుకున్నా,
నే కన్న ప్రతి కలకి  నీ చేతితో రూపం ఇచ్చి మన ఇద్దరి శ్వాసని ప్రాణంగా పోస్తావనుకున్నా,
కానీ  కలల్లో నీవొక అందమైన కలలా మిగిలిపోతావనుకోలేదు.
నీ కను సైగకు  సైతం నాకు అర్ధం తెలుసు!
నీ ప్రతి పలుకుకీ  నాకు భావం తెలుసు,
కానీ ....
కులిరిసే నా కన్నుల ప్రశ్నకు , నీ సమాధానం సమంజసమైనదేనా ?
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Hope you like them!


P.S: I am really super excited to find them! :)