Jaladhi--Vaidehi

ప్రియమైన సంద్రమా!

       ఆకాశం తాకుదామని ఎగసి పడుతున్నావా?
       తాకలేను అని నిరాశ చెంది  వెను  తిరుగుతున్నావా?
       ఆశ చావక మరో సారి ప్రయత్నిస్తున్నావా?
       ఎందుకు నీకీ ఆరాటం?
       ఎంత వరకు సాగిస్తావు నీ పోరాటం?
       మా కోసం ఏదన్న సందేశం మోసుకొస్తున్నావా?
       వినే వారు కాన రాక వెనుకంజ వేస్తున్నావా?
       నిలకడ గా ఉండ లేవు( కోపం, బాధ)
       నిండా ముంచనూ లేవు( ప్రేమ, వాత్సల్యం)
       నీ తీరు, నీ లోతు కలిస్తే మఘువ మనసేమో అనిపిస్తుంది నాకు
       సంద్రం అంతా జలపాతం అయితే అతివ గుండు లోతు తేలుతుందేమో!
       జలధి లోతు అంతా ఎతుకు వెళ్ళి నిలుచున్నా ఆమె మనో శిఖరం అగుపించాదేమో!
        గొంతు దాటని రాగాలెన్నో!
        పెదవి దాటని పలుకులు ఎన్నో!
        కళ్ళు దాటని కన్నీళ్ళు ఎన్నో !
        మనసు దాటని ప్రేమలు ఎన్నో!
        గుండె దాటని మంటలు ఎన్నో!
        మౌనమైన మాటలు ఎన్నో!
        కాలము చేరని కావ్యాలు ఎన్నో!
        బంధాలు కాని మమతలు ఎన్నో!
        మమత లేని బంధాలు ఎన్నో!
        నిజాము లేని నవ్వులు ఎన్నో!
        నవ్వులు కాని నటనలు ఎన్నో!
ఐన ఇంటింటికి దీపమై వెలిగే మఘువలు ఎందరో!
ఉప్పతనం చప్పరించి ప్రపంచానికి చిరు జల్లులు ఇచే సంద్రాలు ఎన్నో!

      

Sand Dunes In A Glass

On a Rainy day, sitting by the side of a glass window that is closed, I could see rain drops falling from the leaf one by one, drop by drop down into the ground. I just sat there for so long looking at the plants I lost track of time. I realized when the daylight outside the window faded a little to let everyone know that it is in fact time for dusk.


I often wonder about this particular concept of spending time, How do I utilize my time? For example say productively? I am actually too much confused about how to utilize it properly. Doing the work you enjoy most is the best way to spend time I suppose (my mom and most of the elderly people say so). But some of us like sleeping very much, some of us like eating very much, some of us like drawing, some of us like writing, some of us like surfing, browsing, gossiping, watching movies, chatting, gazing endlessly into void. But how on earth some of them are best ways to spend time and others are branded as laziness? Doing the thing you like most depends on our personal individual choice right? I like writing, at the same time someone else out there likes sleeping very much. I enjoy killing my time with writing, the other person likes killing his time by sleeping. He experiences the same joy when he is sleeping as I do when I am writing. Mysteriously we say the other person is lazy and I am passionate about writing.

May be the concept of time itself is mysterious I think. It is a measure to record events that occurred respective to a particular event. May be time has been discovered to record and recall the events that has already happened (to record the past or changes that has transformed a particular object/animal/ place into the current state).As we evolved we have been not happy at the present state of our being, we wanted more and more secured future, so we started working on future’s past to make future the best, but we often forget to enjoy past’s future THE PRESENT.

So the concept of laziness and productive ness gains a clarification here. Any work, you do , whether you enjoy it or not, if you have any chances of gaining a better future to you or to your subjects of the work, then it is called productive( if you love that work and enjoy doing it, it is considered as divine)

Human race was always capable of doing some very amazing things always, if they really wanted to do something, if they really desire something. I solemnly bow to the idea of a person who was able to capture a part of the earth into a glass for defining time. The upper and lower chambers as I think resembles our past and future the narrow line connecting those two chambers is our Present.

To conclude, I think doing the things you love is the best way to spend time perfectly. But (yes, I hate buts too!! but the fact is every statement in this world is implied with more than one meaning, so to make the statement explicit, we have to add but) choosing the thing you love responsibly is the key.