I was peering through the glass window... with a coffee mug in my hands... little droplets of rain were still lingering on the window panel.. Its dark outside..or is it dark inside me too.?? What ever.. I don't want to think about that now! Not at this moment.. hot mug of coffee... and a bit of relaxation.... this bliss is enough for the moment... this is heaven! this is happiness! what else do I need? my eye lids batted to remind.. me what else do I need.. oh yes! I know.. its been three days.. but.. you have to get over it and accept life as is...well, you really can't change it! or can I ? I hate to think that I can change it because .. it mirrors my helplessness in not changing.. Is this all I am living for? Is this all I have worked so hard all my childhood for?
"Jashu" .. why do I hear voices all the time in my head? no I am not going to give in... leave me alone..
"Jashu" this time a little louder.. NO.. I am not going to give in.. not at this moment!Lord! Have Mercy on me!! "Jashu" now it became a shout... My head is aching terribly.. looks like it will fall off... No.. leave me alone!!! "Jaswanth" someone shook me and.. I opened my eyes.. still rain drops lingered over the window panel along with the coffee droplets.. that spilled from my mug! I turned around..only to see the same person.. why?? But.. that poor fellow has been..my companion.. for these three days.. I can't actually curse him looking into his.. lifeless eyes..
"Chalo Mishra Bhai..debug kar lethe!! Chalo.. mera coffee break tho ho gaya" and we walked into the cubicles!!
P.S: That is my fourth day in office, without bath , without sleep. All our team has survived this! Just face washes, teas,coffees and..samosas and biscuts. I regret being a software engineer now, I could have become a rocket scientist, by the amount of hard work I put in, in debugging the code
This Post is dedicated to Jaswanth Reddy for the extra ordinary bravery he has shown in working with same company even after this mishap!! Keep it up champ!
"Jashu" .. why do I hear voices all the time in my head? no I am not going to give in... leave me alone..
"Jashu" this time a little louder.. NO.. I am not going to give in.. not at this moment!Lord! Have Mercy on me!! "Jashu" now it became a shout... My head is aching terribly.. looks like it will fall off... No.. leave me alone!!! "Jaswanth" someone shook me and.. I opened my eyes.. still rain drops lingered over the window panel along with the coffee droplets.. that spilled from my mug! I turned around..only to see the same person.. why?? But.. that poor fellow has been..my companion.. for these three days.. I can't actually curse him looking into his.. lifeless eyes..
"Chalo Mishra Bhai..debug kar lethe!! Chalo.. mera coffee break tho ho gaya" and we walked into the cubicles!!
P.S: That is my fourth day in office, without bath , without sleep. All our team has survived this! Just face washes, teas,coffees and..samosas and biscuts. I regret being a software engineer now, I could have become a rocket scientist, by the amount of hard work I put in, in debugging the code
This Post is dedicated to Jaswanth Reddy for the extra ordinary bravery he has shown in working with same company even after this mishap!! Keep it up champ!
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